Gnosis and Theophany

squire is, unfortunately, sick right now. *pouts* This obviously doesn’t make Me happy as the plan today was for him to take Me out and pamper the hell out of Me. I know he was as disappointed as I am but I’m not going to push Mother Nature. Bad idea, that.

Lunch was had, I made him get some meds from the drug store, and then – much to My happiness he asks if there is anywhere I want to go. (such a good boy!)

Off to the pet store it is ,then, where in he purchased a collar and lead for himself after I chose them and handed them to him. Then, though I know he was exhausted and mildly irritated (boy was sick, I understand that reaction) he asked if there was any place else I wanted to go. Since there wasn’t anywhere locally I felt like patronizing, he took Me home so that he could rest. he has instruction to notify Me when he wakes up again, and dependent on My mood, we’ll see what happens.

I am quite pleased with My squire. Certainly, yes, one could say I could (or should) have made him do more. There are plenty of Dommes out there who would have. I’m committing this to My blog as an example of a devoted slaveling.

How was he devoted you ask? Well if you have to you need a helluva lot of work, but mainly let Me point out that though squire was exhausted, tired, and really didnt WANT to take Me shopping as had been planned, and in spite of the weather here being cold, rainy, dreary and just generally not suited for how ill he currently is – he still managed to find a way to meet My desires. Could he have shown more enthusiasm, more motivation to fully fulfill the plans I had for the day? One could argue such – but then really what sort of responsible Goddess would I be to push beyond their actual means at that point?

Oh, I know, some of you (even other Dommes) are thinking it was too lenient. I was too light with him. Though I don’t have to explain Myself to anyone, equal or not I will as an example for any potential slavelings out there contemplating servitude to Me.

you have no idea what I have in store for his reward, for one, and secondly he’s Mine to do with as I please. I know how much he had been looking forward to pampering Me this weekend and how disappointed he was timing wise that he wasn’t physically able to provide as was initially expected. Part of being a good Domme is knowing when to push and when to leave well enough be and respect things that are, unfortunately, truly outside of Our control.

I just can’t wait to get My hands on him and reward him for his behavior. *purrs*

I have been considering allowing him to chronicle his journey with Me, so that you all can also follow his development and progress. That may be something I bring up to him this evening.

Beyond that however, I would also like to offer My sincere prayers and positive energy to those affected by the quakes in Chile, and the subsequent tsunami’s that have impacted Japan so far. May Hawaii be spared natures wrath – Mother Nature is an utter bitch when She is angry.

Due to the fact I had links (had, I’ve removed them) on My website, which apparently violated their “appropriate use policy” they not only permanently closed My account for all things Eavan, but My personal account for all things vanilla, which I’ve had (verified, mind you) with them for over a decade! Even though I have separate checking accounts for these things, they felt they were ‘linked’ enough to do so.

Bastards.

Would absolutely LOVE to have some devoted acolyte tied up to My ceiling right now while I take a flogger to their backside before tying weights to their tender bits.

Luckily I should get some retail therapy this weekend…but really…I can ALWAYS use more! So who is going to step up and take care of that for Me, hmmm? you’d even get the added bonus of being able to listen in while I spend all your cash since I intend to be available online all weekend. Might even get to be a depraved fly on the wall if you call at the right moment while I’m being utterly pleasured by The Privileged One. I intend to make a run to a local shop of wicked delights at some point this weekend as well for some new toys. Want to know how?

Call here:

-or-

Email Me some Green Dot Money Pak codes with lots and lots of moolah activated on them!

Which reminds Me, that’s also a great way to contribute to My upcoming photo shoots! you want more pics of Me to drool over, don’t you?

Now, go make Me happy little whores…I have things to do and need resources other then My own to utilize for My enjoyment.

Til later

~E

Good, now that I’ve got your attention you’ll listen up I’m sure….

This weekend is gearing up to be a blast! squire has a bit of penance to do and do so he will! Trying not to get My hopes up too high though as I would sincerely hate to be let down. Disappointing Me is NEVER a good idea – not fulfilling promises is even worse.

you see, squire has been having a bit of an identity crisis as of late. Poor thing, really, but at least he has Me to shelter him and cultivate all his little depraved quirks – and how I LOVE to do that! So lucky he is to have such an understanding and patience Domina to worship.

Got a phone call earlier today that just made Me laugh though! ‘angel’ called during My ignore hours and of course he was looking for Me to make an exception. Well sorry sweetie…doesn’t happen. All I hear is him saying “hello” repeatedly, all breathy and pleading. (It’s an absolute THRILL to hear pleading in a male’s voice!) I could hear him jacking off just hoping I would acknowledge him. I didn’t of course, since it was during ignore hours, but I sat in My chair and laughed My ass off none-the-less. Bring it puppies….

you all need to make it worth My while to get a second phone as well. Just think of it slavelings, not only could you call My TalkSugar lines…but if you’re a REALLY devoted follower and actually submit to Me in other ways you may even be privileged enough to get photos or texts from Me while I’m out on My adventures.

you’d love that wouldn’t you?

Well then GO…

I am rereading one of the books I absolutely LOVE and there is a line in it that I just adored, but had forgotten about:

“Command is for captains and generals. I have no interest in command. If you would obey, you will discern what pleases me and do it unasked.”

Now, in an ideal world this would indeed be the case for Me, but since so many of you wankers are selfish little pricks, command is something I still have to contend with. (Not counting those of you that quiver and shake with absolute desire to see a true Female wield their power such).

Think on this flock….why should I be made to work so hard for -your- enjoyment when it truly should be the other way around?

With that, I leave you for the night. Make Me happy whores…

Til later

~E

Firstly, I live in a three story apartment building. I hate it here now. Was fine enough when I moved in, but dear Gods has it gone downhill in the few years I’ve been here!

My neighbor downstairs is a right bastard – the type I really wish I could secure to a spinning wheel and beat the living hell out of. he’s inconsiderate, obnoxious and just generally rude.

I had to call the police on him (again) tonight because he refuses to play his stereo at a respectable level.

Now, mind you, I don’t care that he listens to music. By all means, it’s your house go ahead. But it’s after 10 here and I would love to be able to get to bed without listening to “Walking in Memphis” ad nauseum. Tonight, however, Marc Cohen has been replaced by Billy Joel and various country artists. Just want I need.

Not to mention, bastard woke Me up at 10:50 this morning by BLARING music. Not even sure what song it was but it woke Me from a deep slumber.

Yes, you should all assist by contributing as heavily as possible via My website, in whatever means you care or can do so, in order to get Me out of here all the faster.

I’m on a month to month lease now at least….so I can get out as soon as I find appropriate accommodations.

and you poor little darlings have been starved for My attention, I have returned! Aren’t you so happy to see Me? you should be, pathetic little wankers. So then, what all have you been doing in My absence? Certainly nothing I would disapprove, I’m sure.

I resurface as well with a new craving and addition known affectionately as My Own Personal Crack…in other words, Starbucks Iced Chai. Yes, the spicy sweetness of it reminds Me of Myself, honestly, and I can’t seem to stop drinking the stuff. Of course, at roughly $4 a cup, a DAY, it can be a pretty hefty little addiction. To a degree I would think it’s akin to what you all experience in My presence. Something decadently sweet with a bit of bite and wonderfully expensive that you know you shouldn’t be touching but just can’t seem to help yourself. Guess what whores, you all get to fulfill My new little obsession.

Yes devoted little slavelings, I just compared Myself to tea. *laughs*

So I’m sure you have all wondered where I’ve been. Oh well, too bad, I have no desire to explain nor do I need to. your curiosity can drive you insane for all I care so long as it continues to make you plunk hard earned money into My purse to please Me.

Speaking of which…I do still continue to keep My phone lines open. you can reach Me here:

though obviously if you try to contact me during normal ‘business’ hours you are going to be utterly ignored while you listen to Me work. That makes Me happy though since I will be getting paid twice for the same amount of output.

Lets see, what else has been going on….

Thinking about revamping the site a little again and possibly starting to do some more videos for you all to devour. you all apparently like those. Want them? Well then you had best get calling and/or posting here telling Me how much. No point in My putting in the effort and time if I don’t have an audience hanging on every word now, is there?

So then, My depraved congregation, I’ll leave you with this tonight as I’m getting tired and will be going to sleep soon (ah yes, the thoughts of Me languidly resting in My comfortable bed must be honey to you all)…

I’ve returned. Be prepared.